things unbearable

today may be the last day of life as is. tomorrow a significant part of it might change. i've spent these past couple of weeks worrying about a certain, unexpected matter, tomorrow is the day someone small and dear is undergoing surgery for a scary thing. i dread it in the worst of ways, i'm sure i would even if i wasn't the worrying kind.

some things seems quite, quite unbearable, but of course you cope just because you have to. but still, noone goes through life without the little pieces of a broken heart never to be found again.

i just dearly hope tomorrow won't be such a day for us. unbearable.

i'm not sure if i should write and post this, but as i don't know where to put my feelings and worries right now, i put it here, i share it, hopefully not jinx it. just sharing the possibility of something unbearable. life as we know it.