Today we said our final goodbye to my life partner M (or Mats which was his full name). He suddenly, unexpectedly and sadly passed away the other day.
There will be an autopsy since the circumstances are unclear and the funeral will be at a later date.
Feeling numb. It's absolutely ungraspable. It wasn't him under the blanket, on the table, yet it was.
I love Easter weekend, my favourite holiday, this year it won't be loved. There's only loss and sorrow.