Thursday, March 24, 2016

the final goodbye


Today we said our final goodbye to my life partner M (or Mats which was his full name). He suddenly, unexpectedly and sadly passed away the other day.

There will be an autopsy since the circumstances are unclear and the funeral will be at a later date. 

Feeling numb. It's absolutely ungraspable. It wasn't him under the blanket, on the table, yet it was.

I love Easter weekend, my favourite holiday, this year it won't be loved. There's only loss and sorrow.

12 comments:

Feisty Harriet said...

My heart is breaking for you, my dear. I am so sorry, I just do not have enough words.

So many hugs and gentle hair pats,
xox

Elephant's Child said...

I am so very sorry.

Sarah-Kate said...

Oh my goodness, to say I'm sorry to read this really doesn't seem enough, I just can't even begin to imagine. I hope you have a lot of support around you to hold you up. I can't think of anything I can say that doesn't sound trite as I don't know you. But even so I'll be thinking of you and wishing you the courage and time to grieve xxx

DahnStarr said...

This is such a shock to read and I'm at a loss for words other than "I'm so sorry". Truly I am. Love your way on so many levels.

pinksuedeshoe said...

I am so so sorry. I know that words are not comforting most of the time, but I've been thinking about you since I heard. Sending all my love.

sovica said...

I am so sorry. RIP Mats.

Poppy Q said...

Oh Pia - I am so so sorry to hear that you. You poor lovey, I wish I could come and hug you.

Julie and Poppy Q
xxx

Uncle Beefy said...

Pia, I am so very sorry. I cannot fathom how you must be feeling but wish I could help take away the pain. Give yourself the time and space you need to grieve and know there are people out here sending you love and peace. xx UB

katie said...

Pia, I just wanted to let you know that I'm thinking of you in your grief. Losing a life partner is one of the hardest things. I hope that as you mourn, you will also be surrounded by the love of your family and the beauty of nature (which seems very meaningful to you).

Erica said...

Oh, Pia. I just read this and I am so very sorry for your loss. My heart aches for you. So much love.

Becky Berry said...

Pia, I am so very sorry this has happened to you. Life can be so cruel. My thoughts are with you.

Noel Ram said...

Eventhough I've followed your site for years, I've never left you a message but in this such a special situation I need to let you know that every reader that has been sharing the way along the years is here with you.
I'm deeply sorrow for your loss and admire your strenght to keep writing and having hope in such a sad circumstance. I do hope love leads your way to find comfort and to help you go through this difficult time.
Lots of love and positive vibes.

Noelia

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