Tuesday, May 24, 2011

roller coasting conundrum

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Not going into specifics, these past two weeks have been a veritable roller coaster of one minute, one day really awesome matters quickly followed, or preceded, by spectacular low points. I can't really begin to describe how completely exhausted I feel to go back and forth from the lovely energy giving buzz zone to the despair of, once again, people's decency.

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Can the world please take note that I am, once and for all, completely, utterly sick and tired of being taken advantage of? And that I'm equally tired of going from hope to despair, again, within hours. I'm really, honestly trying to listen to what the universe (possibly) is trying to tell me in this annoying roller coaster way. It still is somewhat of a conundrum. I'm tired. Sad. Angry. And hopeful. That's perhaps the craziest thing. Hopeful. That things will make sense.

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9 comments:

Sienna said...

Join the club! Life can be that way. Wishing you lots of great summer days, when you cannot wish for anything more!...

Fuzzy Tales said...

Oh, boy...! If things ever make sense, please let the rest of us in on the secret. LOL.

Sending lots of hugs and universal Light.

-Kim/Kea

Vickie said...

wishing that things balance out a bit for you. lots and lots of folks think you are wonderful wonderful and send love and shiny hugs your way, including me. you are a fabulous blogger and bring many smiles, thanks! chin up Pia girl!

Åsa said...

Åh, söta Pia! I know the feeling. Har i princip nött samma ord om och om och om igen idag (börjat skriva på boken "om att vara arbetslös"). Hoppfull ja, det går inte att vara annat. Plötsligt händer det...

dessutom är jag utterly (fint ord jag tror jag aldrig använt förut...) sick of all som instinktivt säger att jag har ett dåligt cv, inte kan sälja in mig ordentligt, inte söker rätt jobb och med en så "smal" utbildning blir det ju svårt (=skyll dig själv, typ) jada jada jada...

Skönt att du inte är ensam hemma i alla fall. Själv har visst börjat prata högt för mig själv. Eller mer än vanligt vill säga :/

thepowmill said...

Your little friends are always stable . Meditate on them how do they cope with such things?

Becky said...

I understand completely! I am still trying to figure out why I had to move so far from my children and beloved granddaughter! I keep telling myself there is a reason, and I just have to wait to find out what it is. It makes me so sad sometimes. But it will work out. I just have to be patient.

It will work out for you too! Don't ask me how I know it, I just do. Don't lose hope! It is what life is made of.

Angella said...

You are one of the most upbeat and positive people I know so I'm sad to see you down. I wish you all the resolution you need in what you're going through, and I am sending you many many hope-filled and uplifting thoughts.

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Fröken Pyssel said...

Ramlade in här precis. Vilka underbara foton du tar, jag gillart!

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